So since having Swine Flu for most of December, I have bounced back really quick and feel good again, which someone pointed out must show Im getting better due to the reduced recovery time..
Friday we had tea at the inlaws, which was lovely to catch up with people, during 2010 I really could not do much family time as I would normally have liked. We have decided to sell up now and use the equity to pay of the debt that has kept us going during that time as I now feel strong enough to handle the move and stress of it all. I feel this will usher in new positive energy and we can start to live again, its as if the ME put my life on hold. I was watching everyone else go about there life living and enjoying what they were doing yet I was laying on my couch not being able to lift my head. I had no choice but to let everyone get on with it knowing and hoping that the day would come that I could take my place again and with each new day at present I feel this is where it all have been leading. Saturday I visited Lush and really was greeted nicely by the girls who have come to know me now. We had a good chat regarding the condition, as one of the ladies has a daughter, aged 17 newly diagnosed, It breaks my heart knowing what is ahead of her. Her mother said she is just not willing to make changes as yet and just craved pain relief from the joint pain!!! I passed on as much info as I could without fizzling the poor womans mind. We had a lovely evening which I have missed this illness really tried to pull my husband and I apart. Me being to ill to socialise and part take in anything and him working all the hours to support us, which I will always hold dear how he stepped up to the job. I trust one day I will be able to balance this and with the move I feel it will.
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