Man I feel Like a woman do do do do do

Why am I singing the lyrics to the Shania twain song ??? Well One is expecting ones alberts and lets face it there is nothing horrid then that to remind you that ya your all woman and feeling it.  It really is painful and can take the legs from beneath you and the breath away from your lungs ...why invent this argh oh well.

I do wonder if ME/CFS ladies girls get it worse then really healthy ones, I mean I dont remember others having to have time of school and work due to the time of the month but yes I did have to as I couldnt move and would physically want to pull out my own innerds to stop the pain.

Well I hope along with improved health comes improved alberts - Alberts a term endeared by my mum in law who calls them the uncle Alberts as a code word, sorry just blew that out the water for you hehehe!! Funny how we all have code words for it too like my mum always said Things and called any product in conjunction to it as Things as you can tell it was a little confusing round our gaff!!

But hey this is for the miracle of childbirth not that I would know anything about that, as at the grand age of 31 I still have not been blessed with the pitter patter of tiny feet.  If im honest I dont mind as I know people who have not had children till they are 36yrs old and even in there fortys, so hope for me yet.

The way I look at it I had barely enough nutrients required to keep my body functioning and healthy so how could I produce a healthy baby, I would not want a child to suffer at my previous unhealthy ways therefore I understand my miscarriages of previous years occurred due to the fetus not having what it needed to survive and believe that now cutting down the toxins I use in every day products and eating healthy with added nutrients may be key to hopefully me falling pregnant when the time is right and then I will be confident that the baby will be set up with good genes and health.

Still job hunting I really don't understand why the agents are so fickle, there really is no need for it as returning to work is nerve racking enough without their judgments.  I know I am a good worker and now I look forward to showing that with out the absences of yester years, as I am stronger and healthier now then I have ever been so yes life I am waiting and ready for my new adventure until fully qualified in my studying.