So right ok ya - where was I ...meh..ok yesterday made me realise that the Diet I follow to lead a normal life ain't half bad and in reality I am lucky and am truly blessed, with the options, support, people, and stuff in my life. that cliche saying of there is always some one worse off then you in the world hits home kaboom!!
I thought I was not wrapped up in my own bubble, that I saw the world and what goes on in it and didn't take my life for granted - but my eyes were truly pulled wide open yesterday, I had fallen into the pity party for one Ill have the steak medium rare cycle, that I so strongly wanted to avoid and realised how easy it was to slip there. Well I want to appreciate my diet, the blessing that I have good food available to me most days except the last day before shopping day, that day is a little bit sucky food wise - but still good food that I can consume and others are not that lucky. I'm thankful to the animals that died so I can have the nutrients required to live and function and that there sacrifice was not in vain, I glad for the sun and rain that helped my fruit and veg to grow helping me to again have the nutrients I need. I appreciate the springs around the world which provide my mineral water which I drink every day, and for all the forgotten functions of the earth that give us life, its precious, its short, it has many lessons and I am glad for my part in it.
We are off Glamping tomorrow in the great outdoors of Cumbria - hoping the weather will be nice for the next five days, although to day looks fresh to say the least I'm sure we will have a good time. We shall have good wholesome foods and drinks - fresh air and no electrical items to distract us ooooh !!
I am excited about the Royal Wedding, I think Kate Middleton is a lovely girl and have also admired the two princes, as there mother was a really great person, whom my late brother met at Great Ormond St Hospital. I hope this match will usher in new positive energy into the royal family, and wish then every success in their future happiness. Like most girls I'm excited to see her in all her beauty and attire - although I had been concerned I would miss it due to camping - but good ole mum in law has scheduled a stop at a good ole English pub to watch and drink to there good health as you do. So like yay for that then we can take a happy festivities to the site and partay!!!!!
Random mention - we are trying for a baby, I really am confident this is now the right time and that I am at optimum health to do so - and shall advise any further developments. It will also mean diet played a big part in sorting out my infertility issue that I had pre Jul 2010 - my last miscarriage was September 2009 and it looks as though Hugh's syndrome played a part in all the past chances I had. Weirdest thing is it was sad but now I know it was not healthy and would not wish that on a child and trust that was the right destiny and that my time will come when I am a healthy person.
My mum told me the other day, she is glad I am a positive person that does not give up on life, like others that are told there is no hope and become defeated and live a half live, I continue to try, as she would hate to see me go through what others are currently experiencing, again I think this is a life lesson you get to a point where you think enough of this shizzle - I want better for myself, there must be a better way and then following your heart.
Enough of these QBC ramblings today me thinks - have a great holiday talk Wednesday x
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